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horreurs ([personal profile] horreurs) wrote2008-12-19 06:55 pm

Fic: Looking Glass Derived Refractions

looking glass derived refractions.
cameron looks different from this angle. terminator: tscc; sarah/cameron.
rated r. 200 words (double drabble). this is not fluff.


sarah occasionally wonders what her affair with cameron would look like to an outside observer, if there ever were a witness to what they do together.

she imagines she would come off as the woman married to her purpose who makes poor choices involving a would-be mortal enemy out of pure need. the idiot who screws around with a machine with the emotional range of a goldfish instead of forming healthy relationships with human beings.

cameron looks different when sarah is on top of her, when the subroutines that make her act almost human during sex are engaged. from this angle it could look like they are making love; a fleeting thought that sarah shrugs off as quickly as it came to her.

then there are the nights that sarah drags cameron to the basement, tearing her away from her duties. she keeps her eyes closed those nights; if she sees the words written in blood on the wall she’ll have to stop. cameron will look up at her from between her legs and ask her if anything is wrong; sarah will answer with biting sarcasm that the robot will not understand.

sarah tries not to wonder too much.

[identity profile] pinknoisewaltz.livejournal.com 2008-12-20 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
You really ought to. It's actually my favorite show. I know, it makes me a bad Terminator fangirl, but it's still true. I fell in love with Julie Benz back when she was playing Darla on Angel. Because what's not to love about pretty vampires who act kind of gay?

If you do decide to check it out, which I think you should, because you seem to like awesome TV shows as a general rule, you should know that the first sequence of the first episode (the first murder, that is, GASP AT THE SPOILER!!1!ONE!1!) is kind of weird, and not representative of the rest of the show. So, yeah. Oh, and don't watch it around your parents and/or young children. And tell me if you get into it. We can fangirl and be creepy together. I do hope you like it.

[identity profile] gsr-rocks.livejournal.com 2008-12-21 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
I'm downloading the first episode right now and will watch it after I finish baking cupcakes. I'll make a post later and we can discuss it, if you'd like. :D

[identity profile] pinknoisewaltz.livejournal.com 2008-12-21 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
Excellent. I'm going to a pah-ty soon, but I'll definitely stalk your journal when I get back, to see what you thought about it. Have a good evening sweetie. <3

[identity profile] gsr-rocks.livejournal.com 2008-12-21 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
Sweet. Have fun tonight! ♥

[identity profile] tweyelite.livejournal.com 2008-12-26 05:20 pm (UTC)(link)
Dexter is brilliant. I damn well love that show! 3 top fav shows, TSCC, Dexter and BSG. *hugs those shows* Runs off to geek it up elsewhere..